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Friday, May 26, 2006
11:41
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went to jalan besar stadium for the soccer finals ytd. it was a battle between VJC and our sch. sadly, we lost with a score of 4-2. However, the boys put on a tough fight and they rrly performed well.! so guys! don be sad! *3 cheers for ya!*
went out after tt to catch a show. nt too bad.! hahas. the tortise is so cute! " i am a reptile nt an amphibian.! " hahas. =))
wells. met many of my frens at ps ytd n i get to knoe another fren! i tink his name is ivan. woots. love widening my social circle.! saw jonathan at ps too. after sososo long. "once a fren always a fren" and i onli remembered tt i shld at least ask for his msn after we finish tokin. damnit. wads a fren without any contact. -.- wells. met kai hua too. did alil of tokin. SAW nelson. but apparently he din hear me when i called his name. -.- oh yarh! sae stefanus on tues too. hes playin for sengkang soccer club. or sth like tt. n i met my juniors after the soccer match! its been long.
im currently stoning at home. nt knowin wad to do. totally nt in the mood to study yet. gonna go n finish up my testimonial later. and out for dinner at lemongrass wif my mom and bro. anyone game for da vinci code / MI-3 n lots more.?
gonna meet the gers minus JESSIE WANG tml cos shes in LTC camp. i tink.! ahh!! JESS!! lets meet up real soon! ur suppose to update mi!! =P
everything is turning out so much better!
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
06:57
im back after months. juz to sae im nt feelin =]
wells. problems came pouring in juz like water kips pouring down frm the waterfall. something is wrong somewhere. we aint feein gd. n this sux. sux big time. hw i wish dere wld be a moment nth wld happen. we wldnt feel lousy yet knoe wads happening. we settle one n another comes. sighs. hes nt slpin cos hes feelin moody. i slept onli to be awake to feel lousy n i haf to go sch. double lousiness.!!!!!!
AAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH.
i love bloggin here cos no1 in mjc knoes my add. i can tok nonsense n no1 knoes wad im referrin to.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
21:06
i moved. bye.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
22:26
the last time..
dun miss mi if i wun be blogging frm tml.
anson jianwen wesley peimin came over to do GPP. im glad dey did. at least they help mi to take my mind off stuff. thanks guys. u wun knoe how much u help mi. sch went on well. had bread for dinner. lolx. feelin kinda tired now. nth much happen too. discover some stuff bout my klass.
okies. if u wan to read the below part highlight it. if nt dun bother cos it aint for ya n it will be a waste of time. trust mi.
i sheded those tears tt i shld ytd n this morn. is tt all the tears? im nt sure. im sure i use up my energy to tink of the times tt we spent together. juz let tt be the last tym for mi to tink bout us.
6 mths. tats alot of tym. 6 mths i experience alot. lots of pain lots of ups and downs. perhaps this might be my greatest regret in life. n thats giving ya up. giving up on our r/s. thats one thing im sure of. now. i juz hope the decision i make is right. n tat us nt communicating will let those feelings die off. perhaps. im stubborn n kept dwellin on the past. but i cant help it. ya shld knoe emotions r somethings which r beyond our control. i cant ask u to love mi now. cos i knoe u cant. somethings can never go my way. n somethings cant change cos u wan it to. esp emotions. so yeps. how i wish my heart wld stop beating for ya now. u knoe i had enuff. nt tt i had enuff of lovin ya but i had enuff of the feelings tt i haf to go thru this past few mths. its tough. but i knoe somehow everything wld be okies. i dun care if i haf to lie to myself n bury myself wif work juz to forget those feelings. i juz dun wana realise tt in the end im still in love wif ya. sigh. but if those feelings dun wana fade awy den i surrender. i shall juz follow wif the flow. i hope ya din feel stress or upset or wadeva after u knoe it last nite. perhaps u din feel tt way. oh wells.i rrly dunno. n i trust ya when ya said tt ur nick was juz a nick n nth else. it hurts mi to see tt. but its ur life now. so ignore how i feel cos u shld knoe the more u gif in to mi the nicer u treat mi. the more i wun forget ya. but if ya said tt juz to stop hurting mi. den all i will sae to ya is. all the best in ur love life. hope u can find the one. n im sure the ger will be willing to be the one. =)) trust mi. n rrly thanks for all those times. short or long. i will treasure it. take lots of care. byes. i hope i can get over it soon n we can start tokin all over agn. but i doubt the time i will take. i knoe my life gona change w/o tokin to ya. i knoe i might feel uneasy. i knoe i will still tink of ya. but everything will be over soon. now ya shld knoe y im happie when ya called. aint the reason obvious. im gona miss those long hours on the fone thru the nite. juz u and mi. bye boy.
Monday, July 11, 2005
20:23
whee~!
had a lvl oral todae. i tink i screwed up the conversation. but its over le. so yeahs. cant be bothered. gt back phy test todae. surprisingly i did quite well. im happie. din expect to get those marks. =))
oh wells. hehes. bro gonna join soccer as his cca. hahas. he wanna play striker or goalkeeper but teacher ask him to be defender. farnie shit. lolx. oh wells. i tink the striker position rawkx. hahas. n i can neber imagine him to play goalkeeper. no way! hes too small size.!! =x
my mind wondered awy durin chem lecture todae. din even knoe i had to copy stuff. thank goodness ai ting tap mi. thanks dear.
i dun wanna close my eyes. i dun wanna fall aslp cos i miss u baby n i dun wanna miss a thing.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
21:05
pms-ing
i see no rights to care. to bother. to get piss. y shld i even feel like this. perhaps, u will never understand. perhaps i dun even understand.
how can anione understand mi if i dun even understand myself now.
vcdsss...
watched my boyfriend is type B before i slp ytd. todae. i watched naruto after i did some maths. hahas. sasuke is cool la. l0lx. nice show. my parents were watching it too. hahas. haven buy my 3 and a half inch file yet. gona wait for bro swimming to end den go out n buy! =))
hehes. i sense some addiction. =/ oh wells. sianz. tml gonna reach sch at 7 30 instead of 9.!! zzz. *turn off* i wanna wake up late.!!! >.<
tym to do somemore maths. ciaoz~ oh yah! tml gt a lvl chinese oral. wish mi luck.! hope i dun screw it up. hehes. =D ask mi sth simpler n no difficult words in the passage pls...
missin someone out dere.
Saturday, July 09, 2005
20:23
happie. shalalala.
ytd.
v. bz dae. my schedule was packed wif activities ever since the dae started. horrible. i cld hardly breathe. was damn bz the nite b4 too. was doin 3 things at the same time. =x oh wells. slept late last nite. was conferencin on the fone to settle odac stuff. hahas. so yeps. im tired todae. after sch i had GPP den went to odac rm to settle the games n stuff. after odac. we had debrief. den left sch n headed to pri sch. open hse. reached dere bout 8 plus. going 9. i tink. so many pple dere. so many ah lians.! horrible! the batch after mi all gone can. all so ah lian de. zzzz. wadeva. met my frens dere. miss dem ssosoos muchie. hang ard dere for quite some time. den went to geylang east mac wif wen ying n fiona for dinner. hahas. n the blur guy forget to gif mi my change.! hahas. went home bout 11 plus. reached hme bout 12. had a nice nice tok wif all my frens. recall all the past swt memories. hahas. remembered hw the mentally unsound teacher( hu was teaching my klass HE ) tried to threaten my klass. she ask mi to bring my HE bk for her on sat la. NUTS. den how my fren manage to sneak out of the klass n report the syco teacher to our form teacher. lolx.
todae.
went back sec sch. for funfair. met dem at bout 9am. *yawn* so tired. nt havin enuff slp ya see. went for mac breakfast. hahas. ate hashbrown n had a drink. reached sch bout 10am? we started walkin arnd. but den its sososo hot. so we decided to stay in the canteen. ate lots of food. nice brownies.! hehes. den went to walk arnd after tt. saw lots of my frens.!! saw him. ( u dao-ed mi can. walk pass mi so mani tyms. =/ oh wells. i din sae hi either. hahas. ) den went 2nd floor. stone dere?! hahas. saw lots of farnie things. lolx. den went library. den went to meet hongsum morris n si yuan. brought dem arnd. can feel tt pple r lookin at mi. wonderin wad im doin wif 3 guys. zzzz. oh wells. accompanied dem for awhile den i vanish. back to my frens. tt was when we finally tok. nt bad. i tot we wld juz cont to walk pass each other. okies. thanks to ur fren who gaf us 4 bucks. den we gt 20 to buy 2 bears. xie xie. =))
left sch bout 4. bought a teddy bear. brownies. n 2 badges.! hehes. went j8 to buy vcds wif yc. she end up payin it. needa pay her back. hehes. den headed hme. slept for a while. needa go kovan tml to get files. sianz.
sljmryek~ im glad i manage to meet all of u. rach!! i miss ya.! meet up real soon.! take lots of care. =))
u~ okies. wanted to sae bye b4 i leave. but guess u aint in sch le. hahas. wad a big gang la. -.-" l0lx. unwanted visitors siaz. nt bad. lolx. no comments la. someone too famous le. hahas. n hu sae i wldnt see u in cap. lolx. jkjk. oh wells. hope ya had fun wif ur frens in the funfair todae. cyaz n tok to ya real soon. take care. n still i dislike cookie box.
Thursday, July 07, 2005
18:39
no topic.
gt back phy mcq. hmm i miss by 1 quen. so 4get it. hahas. starting frm tml its funfair dae.! yeahs. cant wait. hahas. =))
my head is feelin betta. but still i had headache juz now. did chem practical. n i broke a burette. oh wells. i juz had to pay for it. hahas. at least i gt nice frens. willing to help mi sweep. den some juz stun dere. other juz disturb la. lolx. but thanks eveyone.!! ehehes.
had odac meeting juz nw too. plan for tml's activities.! =)) had fun. lolx. schs great. i tink. i dunno wad im typing le. cant remember wad happen todae. can wait for sch to end tml.! den gt cca den can go funfair.!!! wooot~!~ hightlights of tml.! hahas.
oh did i mention tt i miss my sec sch food. cos its cheap n yummy. food like hokkien mee. lor mee. chinese rice n egg burger. gosh. im drooling. hahas. kidding.!
oh yeahs. i juz kept quiet suddenly in sch todae. dunno y. and dear kept askin mi wad happen. i knoe shes worried. but ger. if i suddenly like tt den juz leave mi alone kaes?! cos i also dunno wad happen. so no pt askin. i tink someone understand hw it feels when i suddenly go all quiet. im sorry. went out wif jess n swt tt dae. the same thing happen too. i juz dun tok. i wonder y. im sure nth was on my mind. but i juz din feel like tokin. serious.! i juz wanna keep quiet n nt tok. im sure i wasnt unhappy. nt at those times.
its true tt i keep quiet when im upset but.. im nt.! nt todae nt tt dae. nt those daes when i was out wif someone. wierd huh. perhaps its juz mi. nt gone tink y cos i neber seem to be able to figure out.
gonna go bathe den eat dinner den do hwk den gt online meeting. so bz.! lolx.
tinkin y u r out of reach when i needed someone. when i needed u. perhaps its juz all qiao he. but on the other hand. wad am i suppose to expect. u no longer haf ani commitments to me. we r juz frens. tinkin y when i nid someone dere. its either u come into my mind but i dun msg. if nt it takes a long tym b4 i msg. slap mi.
all the unnecessary.
11:41
went to jalan besar stadium for the soccer finals ytd. it was a battle between VJC and our sch. sadly, we lost with a score of 4-2. However, the boys put on a tough fight and they rrly performed well.! so guys! don be sad! *3 cheers for ya!*
went out after tt to catch a show. nt too bad.! hahas. the tortise is so cute! " i am a reptile nt an amphibian.! " hahas. =))
wells. met many of my frens at ps ytd n i get to knoe another fren! i tink his name is ivan. woots. love widening my social circle.! saw jonathan at ps too. after sososo long. "once a fren always a fren" and i onli remembered tt i shld at least ask for his msn after we finish tokin. damnit. wads a fren without any contact. -.- wells. met kai hua too. did alil of tokin. SAW nelson. but apparently he din hear me when i called his name. -.- oh yarh! sae stefanus on tues too. hes playin for sengkang soccer club. or sth like tt. n i met my juniors after the soccer match! its been long.
im currently stoning at home. nt knowin wad to do. totally nt in the mood to study yet. gonna go n finish up my testimonial later. and out for dinner at lemongrass wif my mom and bro. anyone game for da vinci code / MI-3 n lots more.?
gonna meet the gers minus JESSIE WANG tml cos shes in LTC camp. i tink.! ahh!! JESS!! lets meet up real soon! ur suppose to update mi!! =P
everything is turning out so much better!
<3 me if youu dare-`
06:57
wells. problems came pouring in juz like water kips pouring down frm the waterfall. something is wrong somewhere. we aint feein gd. n this sux. sux big time. hw i wish dere wld be a moment nth wld happen. we wldnt feel lousy yet knoe wads happening. we settle one n another comes. sighs. hes nt slpin cos hes feelin moody. i slept onli to be awake to feel lousy n i haf to go sch. double lousiness.!!!!!!
AAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH.
i love bloggin here cos no1 in mjc knoes my add. i can tok nonsense n no1 knoes wad im referrin to.
<3 me if youu dare-`
21:06
<3 me if youu dare-`
22:26
dun miss mi if i wun be blogging frm tml.
anson jianwen wesley peimin came over to do GPP. im glad dey did. at least they help mi to take my mind off stuff. thanks guys. u wun knoe how much u help mi. sch went on well. had bread for dinner. lolx. feelin kinda tired now. nth much happen too. discover some stuff bout my klass.
okies. if u wan to read the below part highlight it. if nt dun bother cos it aint for ya n it will be a waste of time. trust mi.
i sheded those tears tt i shld ytd n this morn. is tt all the tears? im nt sure. im sure i use up my energy to tink of the times tt we spent together. juz let tt be the last tym for mi to tink bout us.
6 mths. tats alot of tym. 6 mths i experience alot. lots of pain lots of ups and downs. perhaps this might be my greatest regret in life. n thats giving ya up. giving up on our r/s. thats one thing im sure of. now. i juz hope the decision i make is right. n tat us nt communicating will let those feelings die off. perhaps. im stubborn n kept dwellin on the past. but i cant help it. ya shld knoe emotions r somethings which r beyond our control. i cant ask u to love mi now. cos i knoe u cant. somethings can never go my way. n somethings cant change cos u wan it to. esp emotions. so yeps. how i wish my heart wld stop beating for ya now. u knoe i had enuff. nt tt i had enuff of lovin ya but i had enuff of the feelings tt i haf to go thru this past few mths. its tough. but i knoe somehow everything wld be okies. i dun care if i haf to lie to myself n bury myself wif work juz to forget those feelings. i juz dun wana realise tt in the end im still in love wif ya. sigh. but if those feelings dun wana fade awy den i surrender. i shall juz follow wif the flow. i hope ya din feel stress or upset or wadeva after u knoe it last nite. perhaps u din feel tt way. oh wells.i rrly dunno. n i trust ya when ya said tt ur nick was juz a nick n nth else. it hurts mi to see tt. but its ur life now. so ignore how i feel cos u shld knoe the more u gif in to mi the nicer u treat mi. the more i wun forget ya. but if ya said tt juz to stop hurting mi. den all i will sae to ya is. all the best in ur love life. hope u can find the one. n im sure the ger will be willing to be the one. =)) trust mi. n rrly thanks for all those times. short or long. i will treasure it. take lots of care. byes. i hope i can get over it soon n we can start tokin all over agn. but i doubt the time i will take. i knoe my life gona change w/o tokin to ya. i knoe i might feel uneasy. i knoe i will still tink of ya. but everything will be over soon. now ya shld knoe y im happie when ya called. aint the reason obvious. im gona miss those long hours on the fone thru the nite. juz u and mi. bye boy.
<3 me if youu dare-`
20:23
had a lvl oral todae. i tink i screwed up the conversation. but its over le. so yeahs. cant be bothered. gt back phy test todae. surprisingly i did quite well. im happie. din expect to get those marks. =))
oh wells. hehes. bro gonna join soccer as his cca. hahas. he wanna play striker or goalkeeper but teacher ask him to be defender. farnie shit. lolx. oh wells. i tink the striker position rawkx. hahas. n i can neber imagine him to play goalkeeper. no way! hes too small size.!! =x
my mind wondered awy durin chem lecture todae. din even knoe i had to copy stuff. thank goodness ai ting tap mi. thanks dear.
i dun wanna close my eyes. i dun wanna fall aslp cos i miss u baby n i dun wanna miss a thing.
<3 me if youu dare-`
21:05
i see no rights to care. to bother. to get piss. y shld i even feel like this. perhaps, u will never understand. perhaps i dun even understand.
how can anione understand mi if i dun even understand myself now.
<3 me if youu dare-`
watched my boyfriend is type B before i slp ytd. todae. i watched naruto after i did some maths. hahas. sasuke is cool la. l0lx. nice show. my parents were watching it too. hahas. haven buy my 3 and a half inch file yet. gona wait for bro swimming to end den go out n buy! =))
hehes. i sense some addiction. =/ oh wells. sianz. tml gonna reach sch at 7 30 instead of 9.!! zzz. *turn off* i wanna wake up late.!!! >.<
tym to do somemore maths. ciaoz~ oh yah! tml gt a lvl chinese oral. wish mi luck.! hope i dun screw it up. hehes. =D ask mi sth simpler n no difficult words in the passage pls...
missin someone out dere.
<3 me if youu dare-`
20:23
ytd.
v. bz dae. my schedule was packed wif activities ever since the dae started. horrible. i cld hardly breathe. was damn bz the nite b4 too. was doin 3 things at the same time. =x oh wells. slept late last nite. was conferencin on the fone to settle odac stuff. hahas. so yeps. im tired todae. after sch i had GPP den went to odac rm to settle the games n stuff. after odac. we had debrief. den left sch n headed to pri sch. open hse. reached dere bout 8 plus. going 9. i tink. so many pple dere. so many ah lians.! horrible! the batch after mi all gone can. all so ah lian de. zzzz. wadeva. met my frens dere. miss dem ssosoos muchie. hang ard dere for quite some time. den went to geylang east mac wif wen ying n fiona for dinner. hahas. n the blur guy forget to gif mi my change.! hahas. went home bout 11 plus. reached hme bout 12. had a nice nice tok wif all my frens. recall all the past swt memories. hahas. remembered hw the mentally unsound teacher( hu was teaching my klass HE ) tried to threaten my klass. she ask mi to bring my HE bk for her on sat la. NUTS. den how my fren manage to sneak out of the klass n report the syco teacher to our form teacher. lolx.
todae.
went back sec sch. for funfair. met dem at bout 9am. *yawn* so tired. nt havin enuff slp ya see. went for mac breakfast. hahas. ate hashbrown n had a drink. reached sch bout 10am? we started walkin arnd. but den its sososo hot. so we decided to stay in the canteen. ate lots of food. nice brownies.! hehes. den went to walk arnd after tt. saw lots of my frens.!! saw him. ( u dao-ed mi can. walk pass mi so mani tyms. =/ oh wells. i din sae hi either. hahas. ) den went 2nd floor. stone dere?! hahas. saw lots of farnie things. lolx. den went library. den went to meet hongsum morris n si yuan. brought dem arnd. can feel tt pple r lookin at mi. wonderin wad im doin wif 3 guys. zzzz. oh wells. accompanied dem for awhile den i vanish. back to my frens. tt was when we finally tok. nt bad. i tot we wld juz cont to walk pass each other. okies. thanks to ur fren who gaf us 4 bucks. den we gt 20 to buy 2 bears. xie xie. =))
left sch bout 4. bought a teddy bear. brownies. n 2 badges.! hehes. went j8 to buy vcds wif yc. she end up payin it. needa pay her back. hehes. den headed hme. slept for a while. needa go kovan tml to get files. sianz.
sljmryek~ im glad i manage to meet all of u. rach!! i miss ya.! meet up real soon.! take lots of care. =))
u~ okies. wanted to sae bye b4 i leave. but guess u aint in sch le. hahas. wad a big gang la. -.-" l0lx. unwanted visitors siaz. nt bad. lolx. no comments la. someone too famous le. hahas. n hu sae i wldnt see u in cap. lolx. jkjk. oh wells. hope ya had fun wif ur frens in the funfair todae. cyaz n tok to ya real soon. take care. n still i dislike cookie box.
<3 me if youu dare-`
18:39
gt back phy mcq. hmm i miss by 1 quen. so 4get it. hahas. starting frm tml its funfair dae.! yeahs. cant wait. hahas. =))
my head is feelin betta. but still i had headache juz now. did chem practical. n i broke a burette. oh wells. i juz had to pay for it. hahas. at least i gt nice frens. willing to help mi sweep. den some juz stun dere. other juz disturb la. lolx. but thanks eveyone.!! ehehes.
had odac meeting juz nw too. plan for tml's activities.! =)) had fun. lolx. schs great. i tink. i dunno wad im typing le. cant remember wad happen todae. can wait for sch to end tml.! den gt cca den can go funfair.!!! wooot~!~ hightlights of tml.! hahas.
oh did i mention tt i miss my sec sch food. cos its cheap n yummy. food like hokkien mee. lor mee. chinese rice n egg burger. gosh. im drooling. hahas. kidding.!
oh yeahs. i juz kept quiet suddenly in sch todae. dunno y. and dear kept askin mi wad happen. i knoe shes worried. but ger. if i suddenly like tt den juz leave mi alone kaes?! cos i also dunno wad happen. so no pt askin. i tink someone understand hw it feels when i suddenly go all quiet. im sorry. went out wif jess n swt tt dae. the same thing happen too. i juz dun tok. i wonder y. im sure nth was on my mind. but i juz din feel like tokin. serious.! i juz wanna keep quiet n nt tok. im sure i wasnt unhappy. nt at those times.
its true tt i keep quiet when im upset but.. im nt.! nt todae nt tt dae. nt those daes when i was out wif someone. wierd huh. perhaps its juz mi. nt gone tink y cos i neber seem to be able to figure out.
gonna go bathe den eat dinner den do hwk den gt online meeting. so bz.! lolx.
tinkin y u r out of reach when i needed someone. when i needed u. perhaps its juz all qiao he. but on the other hand. wad am i suppose to expect. u no longer haf ani commitments to me. we r juz frens. tinkin y when i nid someone dere. its either u come into my mind but i dun msg. if nt it takes a long tym b4 i msg. slap mi.
all the unnecessary.
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